This is how bad I am about anxiety

So, my mother invited us to Easter dinner.  I never answered the text.  I didn't wish to go however I hated having to lie.  My phone keeps all of my notifications listed until I actually get rid of them.  Hell, even my Pre 3 and even 2 did the same thing.  I just got to the point where I would kind of ignore them.  That's procrastination, with a dash of anxiety.